hiding from the pain i felt before
i have this to my advantage
this time i can go numb
whenever the pain is too sharp
or too over whelming
i prayed for the second chance came
i wasn't strong enough to grab hold of it
a failed yet again
i let it go
now this is my punishment
for all the pain i've caused
i must endure the kind of pain i put out
force to watch as i lose my last hope
standing hopeless on the shore
as i watch you drawn
i've been alone for so long
pulled away from those i once cared about
dying in solitude
but none of them even notice my absence
no one notice that something is missing
hurt once again
you just stand there casting a pitiful glance
as my whole world divides
you stand back and watch as they hurt me
you do nothing to ease the pain
you let them hurt me
betrayal looms in the air
i ran away to cry
dying inside after faking a smile for so long
but you don't even notice i'm gone
occupied with something else
you don't miss me and you don't care
if my heart mas still there
it would be broken all over again
but i'm hollow so instead
that empty space is just filled with pain
you've moved on
you've forgotten me
and all we once stood for
even though i'm the one
that would willig give my life for you
tou turn to others
and look right through me
you don't realise the pain i'm in
these wounds refuse to heal
if only i could let you know the truh
would you see me differently?
will we ever be together?
will i ever get my friend back?
it's never to become
for i am not the one
you've left me behind
there is someone else
how could i have thought
that i could have been the one
when there are so many others
can't you see the truth?
can you see how much i care?
you might never will
i am forever forgotten..
