relationships are messy, who needs them?

okay,
memang sy mengaku.
saya yg salah.
mesej itu ditaip dengan kata ganti nama yg salah.
tapi mesej tu memang utk awak,
bukan utk orang lain.
sumpah memang mesej tu utk awak.

xpelah.
sy tahu.
awak marah
memang berhak marah.
kita pon selalu argue pasal benda2 ni.

maybe, tahap kesabaran awak dah habis kan kalini?
urm.

i'm sorry
i'm not good in apologizing
i'm sorry
i'm not good at relationships
i'm sorry
i'm not good at deciding priority.
i'm sorry
i've made you mad at me
i'm sorry
i'm not good at giving commitment
i'm sorry
i'm not a good companian to you.
i'm sorry
for not giving you full attention sometime.
i'm sorry
because i'm good at nothing.

i'm a bad person.

i know.

xpela
if you dont want to text me anymore, or call me
sy paham.
itu hukuman utk sy kan?
sy terima.

thanks 4 everything laling.
i guess, i'm not good enough 4 you.

again,
from the bottom of my heart.
saya, NUR 'ATIQAH ZAINUDIN,
want to tell you,
i'm happy to have you in my life.
you make me happy again.
xdapat sy nak balas jasa awak.


yours sincerely,
me.